73/Poem/Letter To A Vampire
Every now and then you open a blood-bank-account
By retearing the old wounds from the "exes",
And stab the new one(s) in their souls!
So you can feel proud
To see the innocent and trusting ones again lost, and
Stumbled in the love-battled-field and collapsed.
I can imagine your haughty smile
With your cute protruding teeth!
Oh my good-looking!
Do you think
You can live
Messing around with people's heart and true amour,
Sending them to the abyss of a trusting courtship?
Let me tell you:
You can do whatever you wish,
Cause you're the only one who decides the course of your life.
The representation that you created of yourself will stay
Long long time
In your subconscious!
And it will be difficult to clean off
Should one day
Again, you want to become noble and reclaim your glory.
Then you'll suffer the anguished memory
Of the hell that you've created!
There isn't any God to judge or help you,
For you are that very God!
Don't be proud and satisfied too soon,
Nor talk so loud as if you're the king of this nation
On the peak of your conquering strategy and force!
You'll cry even louder and in more remorse!
This, I personally guarantee,
And assure you.
Wait, my beloved,
Till the deliberated inflictions come pounding back _ thousand strong!
You know by now, the final retribution:
The law of cause and effect.
Do not tamper with it,
The important point is:
What you want to be
How you want others to see
The person that represents your highest,
Your noblest and your most cherished
Image of the God within you.
To tell you the truth,
We will all soon perish,
From this world where we come to love
And cling to as the only place of survival.
But No, No! Life is eternal
And there are much to learn from it.
You become lower or higher
With each choice (or non-choice) you make!
I love you!
So tell you for your own sake
Make not an as..hl (you know well!)
Or a bast.. (you know too) of yourself.
After some time people will forget
But you'll feel
Deep down in your heart
That you, your speech and the ways you act
Are not alright..
Well! Take care
And good bye!...