81/While On The Path/Holy Love Manifests Miracles
After
I had been married for about a year and a half, I was told by the obstetricians
and gynecologists that I had a body structure making it "difficult to conceive".
Then, I started to receive treatment. At the same time, a fellow initiate
whom I had known for years encouraged me to become a vegetarian in order to
improve my health. She also introduced me to Master. On reading Master's sample
booklet, I immediately became a vegetarian. I also started to question the
unnatural ways of treatment by the hospital. After discussions with my husband,
I stopped the treatment.
After
being vegetarian for two months, I learned the Convenient Method. A month
later, amazingly I got pregnant! Needless to say, I was really happy. That
my wish could be fulfilled in such a short time was really unbelievable.
With my tummy getting bigger and bigger, my concepts also changed. Instead
of saying that it was my child, it was more appropriate to say that it was
a life given to me by Master's grace and I should try my best to care for
it. On the other hand, since there was no one else who was vegetarian during
pregnancy, my husband and his parents, who were living with us, could not
understand. They often tried to persuade me to give up eating vegetarian
for the sake of the child. Their concern could not shake my determination
to practice spirituality. Instead, I often prayed in my heart to be initiated
as soon as possible.
At
that time, the Gunma Center had not yet been established. I often meditated
with fellow initiates for thirty minutes and studied Master's teachings
with them. The discomfort at the beginning of pregnancy disappeared immediately
with my meditation. The baby's excitement was most obvious whenever I meditated.
As to Master's teachings about what to do during pregnancy, I of course
followed them accordingly.
When
I was eight months pregnant, I finally received the long awaited initiation.
Being able to have the precious experience together with the baby inside
made me very happy and touched me deeply. I was moved to tears when I remembered
that during my expectation for this important date, so many people had offered
their unceasing love. After initiation, for the sake of both the family
and the baby inside, I was determined to use love and sincerity as the base
for all my actions.
Three
weeks before the expected date of birth, the membrane ruptured and there
was periodic pain. When I was suffering from the pain, I felt that my whole
body was protected by Master's supreme great Love and there was a limitless
sense of security surrounding me. A baby boy was born with no problem. Now
he is already nine months old and is very healthy with a good appetite.
After
going through the worldly lessons of marriage, labor, bringing up a baby,
as well as the enlightenment from spiritual practice in daily life, I reflected
and realized there was a lack of love in the way I treated my family before.
That I could continue to practice spirituality was all because of Master's
love, the support of Gunma Center fellow initiates and the understanding of
my family members.
Since the initiation, my
whole life has been moving towards the good. I wish that I would never forget
this sense of gratitude in my heart; that I would always watch my attitude,
speech and thoughts; and that I would walk the road of spiritual practice
with humility, love and sincerity.
Master,
thank You most sincerely!
Holy
Love Manifests Miracles
Spiritual
Journey Towards Recognizing My True Self
By Sister Initiate
Tsuchiya Mika, Gunma, Japan (Originally In Japanese)
While
On The Path