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Between
Master & Disciple
"Am
I still Your good disciple?" I asked the inner Master silently
when I flew to Thailand to attend the international retreat. I never
expected that You would give a lecture that exactly addressed my
inner turbulence. I had a delightful time at the retreat while being
filled with true love from Heaven.
By Fellow
Initiate Georgia Yen, South Africa
3-day Retreat, Bangkok, Thailand October, 1997
Even
You, Master, who are always courageous, commented on how brave You were
to have made the trip. The strong invisible karma tried to "bind" You,
to hinder You; the intense longings of the disciples to see You could
have swallowed You. But, despite all these difficulties, You came.
In
groups You met with disciples from all parts of the world. When You
were lecturing in the Forest Hall to the Korean group, You said, "I
am not talking to You but someone outside." At that time, I was sitting
quietly in the Meditation Hall with a turbulent mind watching You
talk on the TV screen, when I discovered that You were telling my
story. I realized immediately that You were talking to me because
You analyzed my tangled mind and thoughts in such a systematic and
reasonable way. Though I never uttered one word to You, You knew everything.
You spoke slowly and softly. You were very gentle and forgiving. Your
wisdom and rationale came from the boundless ocean of love within.
I was deeply moved.
You
and I conversed like that beyond space and time, and I melted in the
warmth of Your love. I realized that You are truly within me all the
time, watching me. You have never left me alone at any moment. You
are all-knowing, but in order to give Your mortal child the message,
You had to travel with Your physical body and suffer all kinds of
obstacles to bring the answer to me.
To
pursue and possess worldly love I gave up everything until I lost
myself. When I see vanity in my goals, I realize that the love in
this world is nothing but an illusion. I turn around to discover true
heavenly love beside me all the time. I feel content now; never do
I need to search again.
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